Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Well, we made it! We finally finished moving all our stuff that needed to be moved immediately. My girlfriend is finishing placing the skirt on the bed. I was trying to help her with that, but I was getting it wrong and she grounded me and sent me to my computer. So here I am blogging. Its been a long day for both of us. We just had to move so much stuff! Now we can take the next couple of days to get everything into place.
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
...still moving in together
My girlfriend and I are feeling kind of anxious and sick because of the mess of making all the arrangements to move in together. It's kinda weird. Ugh.. I still have to move all the junk from the large piece of office furniture in my room.
Football season is almost here ! The Vikings are 2-1 in the preseason,
which is not a good indicator, but they do seem to be playing well.
Football season is almost here ! The Vikings are 2-1 in the preseason,

Monday, August 29, 2005
Moving In Together
Well it was a good weekend. My girlfriend and I went apartment shopping. And I think we were determined to try searching in several parts of the city, but to our surprise we didn't have to.
We went down by the airport, checked out a decent looking place and moved on. Then we went to a house near the Pali in Pavas. We checked it out and found we really liked it and it was at a good price. We kept looking at the paper where she had written down some other options, but they didn't seem worth it to keep searching. Long story short, I think we are going to be moving within the next two days ! We are both really excited to move in together. It's gonna be a big change for me cause I've never lived somewhere else. I hope everything works out.
This is so exciting, I'm finally feeling less anxious and it feels really good and I think I have to thank God for that because He knows what He's doing and I know He has good things in store for us.
http://www.avsim.com > AVSIM Online, here you can find all kinds of Flight Simulation files. The problem is that there are other simulators (not just Microsoft) available. Anywho.. an interesting file here and there.
We went down by the airport, checked out a decent looking place and moved on. Then we went to a house near the Pali in Pavas. We checked it out and found we really liked it and it was at a good price. We kept looking at the paper where she had written down some other options, but they didn't seem worth it to keep searching. Long story short, I think we are going to be moving within the next two days ! We are both really excited to move in together. It's gonna be a big change for me cause I've never lived somewhere else. I hope everything works out.
This is so exciting, I'm finally feeling less anxious and it feels really good and I think I have to thank God for that because He knows what He's doing and I know He has good things in store for us.
http://www.avsim.com > AVSIM Online, here you can find all kinds of Flight Simulation files. The problem is that there are other simulators (not just Microsoft) available. Anywho.. an interesting file here and there.
Friday, August 26, 2005
Thursday, August 25, 2005
Wisdom
I'd never.. three days in a row before. I'm feeling kinda weird. But it's kind of a good weird.
I found this quote in an email, it's pretty good.
"When Wisdom enters your heart, and knowledge is pleasant to your soul, Discretion will preserve you; Understanding will keep you to deliver you from the way of evil"
It's a very nice thought, but it seems to put a twist on religion doesn't it. Oh well... Regardless... I hope it all works out in the end.
I found this quote in an email, it's pretty good.
"When Wisdom enters your heart, and knowledge is pleasant to your soul, Discretion will preserve you; Understanding will keep you to deliver you from the way of evil"
It's a very nice thought, but it seems to put a twist on religion doesn't it. Oh well... Regardless... I hope it all works out in the end.
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Yawn...
Tired. I'm not sure why, I've been going to bed at a normal time. Oh well...
Saw The Hobbit. It's this animated version from like 1978. But we didn't finish watching the movie.
There's this virus going around and it seems to spread over messenger programs, so we lost MSN Messenger at work. This sucks. Now I'm stuck with an online version.
Saw The Hobbit. It's this animated version from like 1978. But we didn't finish watching the movie.
There's this virus going around and it seems to spread over messenger programs, so we lost MSN Messenger at work. This sucks. Now I'm stuck with an online version.
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Scared
Yesterday I went to Ohio after work and saw Sprited Away (again!). The sense of peace that you get afterwards makes it all worth it.
I am tired of being scared all the time.
I am a human and I need help.
I am tired of being scared all the time.
I am a human and I need help.
Monday, August 22, 2005
Friday, August 19, 2005
How it starts
I guess this is how it starts, you post two or three times a day but later on you get bored. It's hard to keep things interesting. You don't know if you're writing for yourself or for people who are never gonna read it anyway.
Wild Dreams and obsession with The Matrix
I had this really crazy dream.. I had visions of light fighting with darkness.. Its kinda hard to explain, but what's even stranger is that I've seen similar visions when I'm and watching a movie. In the dream I went to my parents bedroom to try to explain what was going on, but they wouldn't believe me or had a hard time picturing what I was telling them. The good thing about this dream (and most dreams I've been having for that matter) is that there is this great sense of peace, like if God or nature or some great power is trying to tell me how the forces of the universe work. It does seem, however, that there is some sort of association with death in these dreams.. Like one has to die in order to see these things. This kinda gets me bummed because it makes me want to die. I don't want to commit suicide, I just want death to get here quickly. I often think of that part of the song from the Goo Goo Dolls that goes: "the young man sitting at the old man's bar, waiting for his time to die".
The images I see in recent dreams look like something out of The Matrix. I think I am obsessed with The Matrix because my battle with my chemical imbalance and depression started when I first saw the movie. Not that the movie brought this about, it was just a coincidence. But after I saw The Matrix, I saw Stigmata and saw What Dreams May Come and other movies and got that same feeling that I could see this battle between dark and light. In my recent dreams its like I'm watching a movie with "feel-a-vision" or something like that and it feels GREAT!
The images I see in recent dreams look like something out of The Matrix. I think I am obsessed with The Matrix because my battle with my chemical imbalance and depression started when I first saw the movie. Not that the movie brought this about, it was just a coincidence. But after I saw The Matrix, I saw Stigmata and saw What Dreams May Come and other movies and got that same feeling that I could see this battle between dark and light. In my recent dreams its like I'm watching a movie with "feel-a-vision" or something like that and it feels GREAT!
Thursday, August 18, 2005
The Plan
I'm planning this "business venture" with a friend (but I don't really need the money). It's best to keep it a secret. I've read a lot of material on how to do it, and it looks like fun. The pictures I've seen of these "business ventures" look great. I want to get started as soon as possible. The hard part is finding a place to do it. Hope it all works out