I can't take it anymore

I want to die. I can't wait to be dead. I have these notions in my mind of what I believe or want or wish or hope there is when you die. Everyday, work gets more tedious. I hate this world because of the way money affects everything. I am really frustrated. I know this is a pessimistic way of looking at things, but I cant help it. And I'm too lazy to make a change for myself. The worst part is that I can talk about it and discuss it all I want, that those notions don't go away.